BlueRaveMod

So every artist who draw , more or less, women with large breasts, skinny bodies and curvy hips, are sexist?!? Because i choose to draw women in a...anime/manga/cartoonish way, i am...a sexist?! Cartoonish style, i think, is based around exaggerating the physical forms of a body. But no...it's sexist. People....humans... shut THE FUCK UP!!!!!! I am 100% sure that if yall would just shut the fuck up and chill you'd get along. Jesus FUCKING christ drama drama waah waah i don't like this i don't like that. The thing is i've always loved peace and harmony between me and other people. But then there's SOME FUCKING people who won't settle down

So it has been well over two weeks since i last drew anything. I have tried motivating myself in all sorts of ways and still day by day i just lay here, watch youtube videos, play games, eat and such things. I do have a bit of an issue with depression....but i had the same problem when i drew all those pictures while my laptop was being fixed. SO! Since i do not want to throw away my laptop every time when i want to start drawing, i turn to you people. If you have an idea...ANY sort of an idea on how to keep your mind focused mainly on art and such, go ahead and suggest something to me through comments. Every opinion and idea will be apprec

Thoughts of a narcissistic, self hating, closet psychopath. I have a whole year of drawing behind me and i'm still struggling to draw even mediocre looking hands. And everyone else are just drawing em like it's just water under the bridge, no problemo, mister. So, am i just a fucking braindead asshole?? Am i actually somewhat "retarded"? GOD FUCKING DAMMIT!!!!!!